I have to admit, in May 2009 I was not looking forward to having Alex, our middle son back living at home. He had graduated from university in the United States and decided to return to the country where we live to seek employment and to gain eventual citizenship. Ian and I were feeling quite closed in. Chris had just emerged from the psych hospital after a three month stay. We wondered how we would cope.
We are typical North American parents in our mentality. We expected our children to do what we did, which is to be independent – fast. Independence means to most North Americans, living away from home. That hadn’t worked out exactly as we planned with Chris, and here was Alex arriving on the doorstep.
Alex and I have always had a volatile relationship. He’s the type of kid who immediately introduces an electric charge into the room. I could feel the jangle. Outsiders would term him engaging and lively, which he is. It’s the everyday that wears you down. Every family seems to have one like our Alex. We argue a lot. He doesn’t back down, neither do I. We got under each other’s skin because there must be truth to the saying that the person most like you is the one with whom you have the most disagreements.
Things turned out differently than I imagined. We’re delighted that Alex is at home. He got a job; he’s been a great brother to Chris and good company at the end of the day. I decided before Alex came home that I was no longer going to go head to head with him. It was time to repair the damage from our long years of discord. The less I rise to the occasion, the less I quibble about this or that, the less he grumbles and the closer we are becoming. I’m consciously trying to help him with his own hot temper and we have the luxury of being able to have the occasional quiet chat where I try to introduce some healing words.
In the language of energy healing, our family is becoming in synch because our vibrations are aligning. Our children are no longer children and yet it has taken us this long to live together in harmony. We may not be that different from other families in this regard. Yet, here we are, after 28 years of marriage, three children, and we are just getting to this point.